Running around in circles 

For 9 months

Walking lighty

Walking away

Telling myself they dont mean it

Which hoping

they would stay

Truth needs to be patient

It waits 

Sharpen itself 

In darkness

When it finally fit

It didn't whisper

It came like lighting striking a tree

Fast, blinding,

Hard to ignore

Now everything made sense

Their distance

They're excuses

The way they made me feel small

To fit inside a life

That wasn't for me

The truth didn't break me

But freeing me

Giving me thee key

For doors i was afraid 

To open

When i saw it clearly

It was hard to unsee

– E. J.